No doubt about it now. Time to clean the psychic pipes, so to speak. I thought maybe I was questioning my progress, which would be the wrong direction, since I can't question how far I have come. The problem is not what I am doing, but how I feel about it. Or to be exact the lack of how I feel thereof.
It's not the full solution, but this will be a good start. I'm going for a drive. I'm renting a car tommorow and going... err... East-Northeast. Yeah. That's a good direction. Wonder how far I'll get.